Sunday, January 24, 2016
Oh mom and dad o can't even put into words how I feel or how much I miss you. The feeling alone and being so scared has taken my breath away quite a bit lately. I feel as though you both need to be back home by now like you finally got to go on a trip together and should be back anyday now but I know this cannot happen. I do have alot of great memories that I'm hanging on for dear life to that has to last for the rest of my life. I'm struggling really bad mom and dad I had to get something for anxiety and it hasn't helped yet cause I'm just devastated that it's so final I will never ever see or talk or hear you voices or see your faces or get another hug or kiss on the cheek I just can't get over living without you both ever again. O feel as though I lost both of my best friends even though we had our disagreements I will cherish every single thing about you both bad or good. You both have taught me so much and you will forever be with me around my neck. Mom and dad since the oldest I promise you both that I will forever be here for both of my sisters and do what I can to take care of all your grandbabies.,even the great grand babies. I would really like to ask you both to come visit me if you can I talk to you both but don't know if you know that or hear me. My heart is so broken I'm never gonna be the same. I sure hope your dancing in the sky. I could keep writing as I have so much to say but I will end by saying I love you both so very much and I will continue to talk to both of you daily because this makes me feel as if you can hear me out as long as I can at least talk to you I'm hoping I will be OK. Loosing both of you has really scared me to death and I sure never gonna get over it. I hope you both knew how much you meant to me
Until we meet again my Angels I love you love your daughter Candy Mills
