Thursday, March 31, 2022
16 years ago........i git a call that you were heving trouble at a Dr's Appointment, i didnt think much of it.......then you were gone. I didnt realize the impact at the time, m and dont think i ever quite will. I love you Mom, and miss you. I miss everything sbout you, aspecially your relaked disposition. I dont have anyone now to support me unconditionally, and am trying to navigate my way through this life alone. I love you and miss you terribly. I have a feeling we'll be together soon, for i have been diagnosed with congestive heart failure. Dr says no smoking, no drinking and no salt. I fond myself at the sishi bar eating sushi with lots of soy sauce, Drinking several mSaki bombers, and smoking like a freight train.....maybe becasue of you, or in spite of you, who knows. Im pretty much done trying, and am out of gas......Ill see you soon. Say hi to Shane for me. Until then, Be cool, and keep an eye on me. Much love! your son CHristopher
